October 8, 2010

One thing.......

One thing that I have never done that now as I am approaching 35 years old is live by myself.

I will admit I can't even stay in my house now overnight by myself because I am scared even though I have put on my big girl panties a few times and done it.

I don't know who I am kidding because when I was in my 20's I probably wouldn't have done it either. Right now in my life amidst all the fucking craziness living by myself sounds wonderful.

I went from mom's house to dad's house to moving in with Mike. I cried on the day I moved out of my dad's house. This was a HUGE DEAL. I wasn't paying my dad $50.00 a month for "rent" anymore. I guess sometimes you have to grow up and move out of your comfort zone.

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